This is not suppose to happened until I told her about my result.
I knew that if I told her I got 2 C's in the exam, sure she will "kill" me badly.
And I just told her, I got a normal result, pass all the subjects and get promoted to year 2.
What did I received from her after few minutes..?
She asked: What means normal? No A?
I said: Yes, No A. But I pass all the subjects.
She asked again: Why your result so bad? Why no A? Why others can gain good result and you can't?
When she asked me these questions, I don't feel like want to explain, because it reminds me another thing that she said before, and I just answered: Because I'm stupid.
Once again, I knew that I'm wrong, and I'm not suppose to answer her like that.
She called, but, I ignored it.
So, she text.
Why you answer me like this? Why...? Why.....? Why.......? Why......? Why.....?
It began.... She text me lots....
And, I just replied one.
I'm just hoping that you'll understand that I got a bad result, doesnt mean that I dint try my best, doesn't mean that I dint study.
I did try my best, and I did study, but, the result came out like this.
I'm just hoping that you can understand me, and I hope that you will support me, if I get a bad result, just like others' mother.
They will support their children even they get a bad result, their parent will say: Nvm, it's ok, I understand you already try your best, maybe you'll just need more effort than now, and you need more luck.
I'm trying to communicate with you, mom.
I mean it.
I though the relationship has changed since CNY, but now it getting worst again.
I wish that I understand no matter how, it's all because of you care about me, and I can also try my best to communicate with you nicely.
I hope you can understand me as well......
And, I ♥ You, Mom.
I knew that if I told her I got 2 C's in the exam, sure she will "kill" me badly.
And I just told her, I got a normal result, pass all the subjects and get promoted to year 2.
What did I received from her after few minutes..?
She asked: What means normal? No A?
I said: Yes, No A. But I pass all the subjects.
She asked again: Why your result so bad? Why no A? Why others can gain good result and you can't?
When she asked me these questions, I don't feel like want to explain, because it reminds me another thing that she said before, and I just answered: Because I'm stupid.
Once again, I knew that I'm wrong, and I'm not suppose to answer her like that.
She called, but, I ignored it.
So, she text.
Why you answer me like this? Why...? Why.....? Why.......? Why......? Why.....?
It began.... She text me lots....
And, I just replied one.
I'm just hoping that you'll understand that I got a bad result, doesnt mean that I dint try my best, doesn't mean that I dint study.
I did try my best, and I did study, but, the result came out like this.
I'm just hoping that you can understand me, and I hope that you will support me, if I get a bad result, just like others' mother.
They will support their children even they get a bad result, their parent will say: Nvm, it's ok, I understand you already try your best, maybe you'll just need more effort than now, and you need more luck.
I'm trying to communicate with you, mom.
I mean it.
I though the relationship has changed since CNY, but now it getting worst again.
I wish that I understand no matter how, it's all because of you care about me, and I can also try my best to communicate with you nicely.
I hope you can understand me as well......
And, I ♥ You, Mom.
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