DearDiary,
Anotherweek almost comes to an end. I'm not sure it's a happening week, or it's not ahappening week. Grandma was sick for few days, haven't recover yet. She was almost faint again, luckily aunts was around with her. They brought her formedical checkup, and report will only come out on Sat. That’s a shock for me,when I called back, she didn’t mention to me she was sick, and luckily myspy-thecousin told me about it. When I talked to her, even though she is sick,she’s just reminding me study hard again and again. But, grandma, you just don’tknow how much I miss you. You thought that I’m a grow up young adult, but I stillwant your pamper that I used to it. Someone out there, if you really there,please bless her, I want her to be really healthy, instead of legs pain, handpain, headache, sick…. Please….
Today…was my first seminar a.k.a my first debate. But, end up, it’s sucks. Didn’tdoing well in it, probably gonna fail the first seminar. But, no-one to blame,no matter what, it can’t be change. So, I will take this as a lesson formyself, and will not repeat it in the 2nd and the 3rdseminar.
WhenI *ehem* cried for an hour… I thought that this will makes me collapse, becauseI knew that I’m on my own. Especially when I really need a person that can seethe real me, it’s just too bad, not really have until sometimes. So, it seemslike challenge is coming, probably more and more, and getting difficult. Maybe it’sjust so true, couldn’t shows that I’m that weak, I can do better than this. Maybeit’s true that I must be tougher, no one will really pitiful for you. Yea…..THINK POSITIVE! BE TOUGH! YOU CAN DO IT!
Love,
V.
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