I'm NOOB

Get into top 20 for the Shinning Teens competition.
Don't you feel happy about it?
Nope~!!
I feel..... NOTHING~~~ [ = = ]
Sigh.....
They called while I'm having class, and said :
"They called you already? You get into Top 20 already, please come for a meeting and a photo shooting tomorrow night at 8pm."
My respond is just : "Oh~ I see... okay...."
Sigh....
Catherine got me what I want, which is 21 GUNS by GreenDay's piano sheet, since last Friday.
I though it will be kinda easy for me to learn it.
But, I'm NOOB.
All those notes make me crazy, and I'm going to cry...
Maybe I should choose something else to play, but, what should I choose?
I've no idea...
It need to be something that surprise others, and it wont makes people fall into sleep.... [ -_- ]
How?
Speechless........... [ ZZZZzzzzzz............. ]